Saturday 27 Sep
Todae wake up at 12 plus. went to boon lay with bro. he wanna buy phone. he jus lost one not long ago. lor. and is not his phone. but junyong's sis's phone. we went to check our bank balance. he left $50 and i left $3. omg. dunno where i spend my money to. i didn't paid for alot of meals and outing recently man. so, have to really save up! still wanna rebond next month de. still own peopleS money. ARH!!!!
can't buy anything so went home. play MJ with mum. and lastly, i won. $0.50. lor!!!! then went to work. todae got people but still looks okay. no people complain and thats good. i decides to say "hi, ni hao. ni yao chi shen me?" to every customer. and try not to give face! jia you xuejia!!!! oh ya. i remember, got one customer ytd say, " my daughter got the same name as u". omg. haha. the number 3 xuejia that i know it exisit man. haha.
after work. no body date mi. haha. went to xiao feng house. play with u-zap. i am getting fatter le lor. i realise play "pump it up" will causes mi sweat alot! alot! maybe is a way to cut down weight also. but in a most expensive but fun way. haha.

Friday 26 Sep
Todae was late. it is raining. and i miss the bus for jus less than 10 sec. and i have been waiting for the next one for 20 mins. and i reached there at 9.10am. actually can run maybe 2 mins earlier reached. however, got tis person next door with kid so was helping her to push the way ya. once i reached. the person say "why? overslept?". woah. really feel very sianx man to hear tat. lor. ok. i didn't overslept ok. f.
then was totally no mood doing anything. was actually doing some bullshit thingy ya in the afternoon. was drawing lines and stamping stuff. lor. it was lame and really lame. maybe next month then i understands wat is stress!
Although how much i wan to stay to hit pay back the 10 min but got work at stingray so left at 5. woah. there is so soo sooo many people la. i squeeze myself in man. and run to take train. take cab to tama. then faster eat faster work. todae was in happy mood. can see i smile to all customer and was polite leh. haha.
Hua and yun and xinwen and bin hui came to eat stingray too. they 4 person eat alot of food man!!! haha. then also pass her somehingy ya.
And got a suprise from pang, lang and ama who came to eat stingray. with a slice of banana cake. haha. they have to wait for mi after work man. send mi a pic to search where are they. was difficult. last min know is at block 180. then have to do a quest. ya. the quest is to find 21 person to sign one tis card written " Hi, I am Xue Jia. I am Single and Available and Desirable!!!". ok. i run all the way back to tama stores. and gt 21 person to sign on it man. it is cool ya as they are so supportive. eric still gave mi a cup of tiger to finish lor. hua they all lucky still around to help mi sign too~~~ They gave mi the short of 2 comic book number 1 and 22. haha. i still bluff them that "i already got the collection". they say " qiu say ur blog got put!". i say "i got put is because i still only short of one edition book only."/ woah. all the 3 of them immediately sianz diao, haha. jk la. i only got 3 of them though. hehe. thanks and i really like it man~
Faster chiong down to boon lay meet cousin. ok. got this one day i ask xiao feng. how much is the gold ear-ring cost huh. then cousin knew is my birthday ya. so she ask wat i wan. and xiao feng joke joke that i wan gold ear-ring. and guess wat. she really bought 3 of them for mi for all the 5 holes. omg. is over $150.00/ thank you cousin! my mum didn't even give mi anything like this lor!!!! i finally understands..
After that chiong down to JE meet bro. omg. he have been waiting for mi for hours. we of course play our long time never play de "pump it up" la. and i am getting worse!!! omg. miss alot lor. sianz. long time never play le. leg feel pain sia. trying out hard version! i wan to master it man! then went to watch "Mirrors". and omg. is M18. and i heard from alot of people saying is nice and scary. dunno why i got this courage to watch it man. and really, "IT IS NICE!!!!!!". haha. was actually doing the same thing. covering my ears. half of my head. haha. but trust mi, i got see one ok. saying about this. alot of people dun wan to sit beside mi when watching horror movie. maybe is my past action ya. wat i can say it, i do it purposely. haha. so now, decides to change my way in movie le. so please, dun mind sitting beside mi.

Thursday 25 Sep (Happy Birthday Selina & Mi!!!)
~Celebration with hua, yun, hueysin and zhiwei
#Happy 21st Birthday to mi ya. haha. wanna say that hope my wish will come true of course. and finally can gamble. can watch RA. can do alot of thingy. but. there is also something that need to be change. need to be learnt. need to be understand. actually years fly past very fast. was actually still hoping to stop always at 18. haha. but it wun. knowing that getting old is also a procedure that i must go through. there are still alot of stages that i haven enters in. this is jus the starting footstone. was both looking forward and not looking forward to.

*Didn't actually got a key ya. haha. hoping to get one? hmm. actually didn;t know how does it really look like. always see people got a key necklace. i didn't like necklace with key though. however, how i wish my parent will give mi something man. but they didn't. ok. forget it.
~Thank you to all those people who wishes mi and thanks for remembering it. actually i think once a year, and this particular day are very very difficult to be really really very happy about it. maybe the people who is with u? or maybe the things that are doing? maybe for some stupid reason? ok. frankly, i think that i am not so easy contented. no. i shall say maybe there isn;t anyone out there know wat i really wan.

^Xin called mi at 12am. haha. thanks buddy. and also wishes from god-mum. haha.

@Lets see who wish mi through sms.
1) Edwin @10.21pm on 24/9/08
-> Haha Happy birthday to you hee hee !! Wish you early birthday 1st if ot forget Haha. Wish you stay as cheerful and get a good job asap. WaHaha ! :-D
2) Wanjun @ 12.00am
-> Happy birthday Jia! We are 21st! Haha. Enjoy! May you wish wad get wad ok! Huat ah! :-D
3) Ranald @ 12.01am
-> Happy birthday to u may all ur wishes come true! Have an enjoyable day ahead ;D
4) Lang @ 12.02am
-> Happy happy birthday! =D enjoy your day today we'll make up for it later ><>
5) Qiu @ 12.03am
-> You are dead! happy birthday! beware of later..
6) Elieen @ 12.04am
-> Happy birthday asshole!
7) Siew @ 12.06am
-> Happy 21st birthday to u! =)
8) Soo Chian @ 12.24am
-> Yoz! Xue jia! Happy 21st bdae to u! May ur Wishes come true!!! :-D Must enjoy ur BiG day to da FULLEST huh.. ;o)
9) Hua @ 12.26am
-> Happy 21st birthday Jia. xiao xue..
10) Tuck Sin @ 12.31am
-> happy birthday xuejia! sorry eh. i din noe ur bday coming soon tat nite in jp. may ur days ahead be joyful and fun. Goodnite n take care! :-)
11) Ah Seng @ 1.26am
-> Happy birthday to you
12) Haole @ 5.14am
-> Happy birthday.
13) Boon @ 5.29am
-> Jia.. Happy birthday.. Haha.. Grow up liao wor.. Lol..
14) Sai = bro = hao @ 6.17am
-> Happy birthday! :)
15) Take Chao @ 7.09am
-> Happy birthday! Stay happy stay pretty stay sexy!
16) Amee @ 8.15am
-> HAPPY HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY! enjoy ur day. :) hope u lik the so-called surprise!
17) Amelia @ 8.24am
-> Happy 21st birthday girl. Enjoy your day. :)
18) Derrick @9.04am
-> happy birthday xuejia... hope you haf a great day celebrating! and may all wishes come true on this special day okies! take care... (:
19) Felix @ 10.26am
-> Happy birthday xuejia :)
20) Wee rin @ 11.59am
-> Hello! Happy 21st birthday!
21) Xao Feng Auntie @ 12.01pm
-> Happy birthday xue jia all the best
22) Fish @ 5.34pm
-> happy 21st birthday to you! hee.
23) Yap @ 9.49pm
-> Hey.. Happy Birthday... May all your wishes come true n take care me yourself =)
24) Shuzhu @ 11.00pm
-> Hey happy twenty first! may all your dreams come true. so glad that the pri sch clique is starting to meet up more! stay cheerful yea. see ya soon! (=
25) Elieen @ 11.09pm
-> Happy birthday to u.. had fun last nite ya...
26) Ceed @ 11.25pm
-> hey yo. tt day bz. forget to reply. anyway happy bdae xD
27) Zhiwei @ 11.45pm
-> Before ur birthday pass. wish u a happyz 21st birthday!!!... Hahahax. diao -_-"
28) Huiyun @ 11.59pm
-> Jiajia~i may not be the first to wish u but hopefully i'm the last! Happy 21st Birthday~ My all ur wishes come true fm 2mr onward~ smile always. =D
29) Guowei @ 1.00am on 26/9/08
-> Yoz Xuejia sorry i'm late for 1 hr :-( I would like to wish u a very Hapy Birthday to u. wish u all the best and may ur dreams come true :-)
30) Laimun @ 6.24am
-> Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to jia jia.. Happy birthday to you............. Mucks! Enjoy yourself today! :)
31) Valerie @ 7.27am
-> Hey i tot i wish you but i didn't. So sorry. Anyway happy 21st. Hope you enjoyed yourself!!!
32) Yee chern @ 10.32am
-> Hey. Xuejia. Happy bbday le. Alth late one day. but i got heart le. Wha ha ha...
33) Jun yong@ 12.15pm
-> Jia! sorry forgot to wish you yesterday! happy birthday! hope you enjoyed yourself. stay bubbly forever!
34) Huiting @ 12.45pm
-> Hello Xuejia. happy belated birthday! hoho.. sprry didn't noe ytd was ur bd.. bt anyway. hope u'd fun ytd. :) may all ur dreams come true! :)
35) Nico @ 3.04pm
-> Eh.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Haha.
36) Xueming @ 8.28pm
-> HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE! share wif me how u celebrate ur birthday lol.
37) Edgar @ 9.37pm
-> omg.. sorry i was late for ur birthday wsh.. sorry jia! N happy belated birthday :)
38) Jean @ 9.18pm
-> Happie birthday to you! Haha. Take good care and stay cheerful

Haha.. got 38 of them. hmm... thanks all ya!~~~ :)

Todae went to work as usual. was really not feeling well. i realise of that sickness i have the next day after drinking. but still. went to work though. some of the colledgue wish mi. thanks. but was shock when someone delivered flowers and balloons for mi. haha. and that person is "QIU!!!". thanks her very much. cause the red rose is so daring. purple rose is so unqiue. pink is so sweet.!!! haha. u know how i am very pai seh ma. cause i everyday went to work with RP people. eat also at RP. go home also with RP. lor. i look young so is like one of them la. then all of them look at mi la. so paiseh. lor. after work. faster chiong down to imm.
I reach IMM was like at 5.35pm. was really very early though. then sit down la. tiring leh. and finally saw one of my god brother. omg. i faster get his number. i always lost number one. and people didn't contact mi de lor. not i didn't contact. is really for some reasons man. then wait for them until 6.55 and finally hua reached. lor. then yun then hueysin then zhiwei. we went to play the painting too. i suggest de of course. ytd play with qiu was really fun. then after that went to eat at the place outside daiso that one. xin came and pass mi her gift! she hand-do a photograph book ya!!! and also a rubber duck bank. she say she couldn't find my rubber duck for pool de. haha. it is really nice! and please dun worry about it! I LOVE IT!!! hehe. it is all memories. sec sch i am really skinny man. haha. dun say about now. haha. hua also give mi 2 extra thingy. one is "Show" poster!!! omg. he is my scander. haha. and another one is dinosaur slippers. and is soooo cute la. thanks hua! i have hard time to guess wat is it lor. hehe. thanks hua, yun and haole for the crumpler bag~ hueysin have to buy another one i dun care. haha.
After that, took cab home with zhiwei. he was helping mi to take all my gift and i take the flowers. it look like we are couple lor. hahahaha. was laughing in the cab man. then align at the usual place. thanks him as he need to walk a longer distance. haha. he like escortting mi sia. hehe.

Wednesday 24 Sep (Happy Birthday Cai)
~Celebration with qiu and elieen
Todae went work. as normal. after work went to CPPS. qiu was working until 7pm. lor. so wat i have to do is to wait only. helping elieen with some stuff and got to see which brands are which for better knowledge as i have to face them everyday. and finally she came. fish also csame. but jus to pass qiu thingy. she eaten. so i have to eat alone. lor. eat the ebi rice burger! haha.
fish ask us to go walk walk la. qiu say she wanna buy Derrick album. so went to bought it. and realise that there is Jay the cube cube thingy. omg. is expen. lor. she say she walk here until sianz lor. then i saw the painting painting. haha. decides to paint a small one. after painting that, it is really fun. so we decides to paint another one. haha.
After that it almost the time. and we went to studio 6. haha. sing some couple songs with qiu. then also play pools with elieen, qiu and a uncle who is very very good. haha. i didn't win some of them for some match though. loser drinks a whole cup. haha. we still went to Double O to drink. i heard of that before from wee. but went in that time. no body sia. we sings all the way to 3am then went home la. reach home. realise that there is comic all around the places. so start searching for them. hehe. is lang and pang who came to hide it. hehe. with my sister too i heard. thanks very much for those who chip in for the gifts. wan, cai, lai, nica, lang, pang, qiu, ama and fish!!! :)

Tuesday 23 Sep
~Primary School Movie Outing! (Shuzhu, Huey Sin, Kang Ping, Tuck Sin, Chew Loo, Wen Jie & Danny)
Todae wake up to work. It is my fifth day here then i realise my boss name is Mr Chua. lor. was doing the same thingy so nothing much to say ya. hmm. wanna get off but still didn't got the courage to ask. lor.
After work. went to jp meet huey sin first. while waiting for some of them. we went to arcade play basketball first. i still got to play my drum ya. haha. after that meet up with shuzhu and chew loo. wasn't expecting tuck sin but he was here last min. then chew loo and shuzhu went to buy his ticket while the 3 of us sit to eat at mac. there isn't any other places that have more seats left at that time = 7pm.
After mac. kangping and danny came along. we went to arcade to rot first. play basketball vs match. i was with tuck sin. huey sin and kangping. shuzhu and chew loo. haha. of course. my team wins!! hehe. :) then saw this drum new version got new chinese rock songs. woah. nice. but queueing for very long lor. got 4 stages. all songs long long. queue until finally out turn. some of them got to try out la. haha.
then finally wen jie was here. bought drinks in ya. actually wanna choose seat to sit. but shuzhu and chew loo say they wanna sit together due to their food. ok. then we didn't change seat ya. although i am actually qi-tai-ing who will be sitting beside mi. haha. we all lie kangping that we are watching mirrors. lor. in the end, we are not la. we watching mamma mia. haha. the arrangement is like this. mi, kangping, hueysin, danny, wenjie, shuzhu, chewloo, tucksin. ok. kangping didn't talk at all lor. i feel abit sianz. dun dare to talk to her too. haha.
after movie. jus went home. watching movie is actually no fun la. hmm. they suggest to go k. omg. guess wat. all of them like and loves to go k lor. i was shock although but was also qi-tai-ing to listen to them sing too. haha. maybe next time can organise that. hehe.


*Recently i am very stubborn. very easily agitated. any how scold customer. any how scold people. any how give face. any how feel sianz. any how feel sad. any how feel angry. any how think. i am stressed now man. haiz. i really dunno why. i dun wan feel angry but sure got customer scold mi make mi sianz. sure got people accidently agitated mi. i can't control. i will jus scold. or do some action. i know it isn't right. but i jus dunno wat to do.
I realise that i have CHANGED in personality due to some problems faced around mi. i wanna go back to original. but i can't now. i dun wan to face those problem. i wanna run away. but i can't run away. i can't face it. thus, feeling angry, sad, worry, stressed, happy. mixed feeling.
if i ever makes u angry,or anything wrong. please. forgive mi.
i jus wan to be happy thats all.

Monday 22 Sep
~Stelatex Outing (Patrick, leif, yee chern, jess, susan, teck ling & si hui)
Todae wake up to work. was abit late ya. bought mee siam. nice though. started to work. everyday was doing the same thingy ya. todae i finish them all at 3 plus pm. i am fast ya. lor/ was doing a lame thingy and was injured by it. lor.
So at 5. went off. haha. i very zun one. chiong to clemeti. reach there. i am bored. so decides to sms alot of people. asking them how are they? wat they were doing? and wanna know everyone's life now. if u are the one recieving my sms, dun worry. it is that i long time never contact u le. jus wanna see how are u. not for any other reasons please. i realise i didn't contact alot. haha. so i self pick sms and not random one ok. haha. after chatting with them. feel that at least i know wat are they doing ya. haha. u guys could sms mi de when free. jus feel like meeting alot of them out ya. and wanna gets better with them ALL!!!!
ok. so they finally came and grab mi to holland v. we todae went to the hawker centre there eat. all bought food and share among one another. haha. i think one month meet them out once is very good lor. we sure got things to update. both from mi to them and from them to mi. they still wanna mi go back leh. hahaha. i really also feel like going back. they are jus so friendly. teckling said "when we are very very happy le, xuejia already leaves le". this sentence makes sense. and it is very true. as we are at the very happy stages le. i left.
ok. i am sad too. i wanna stay. i wanna go back. but, i am afriad that i can't. they need people next year as there are a very big project coming up. they wan mi to join back. i am sure i sure can go back without interview. but, i scare that my sister dun allow. haiz. cause wat i do there, no link to my course. and i have to learn form scratch. i dun mind learning. but, my sister will keep scolding. and she dun wan mi to go study even. cause i will waste my money study as in the future, i wun be working at my course-related. i said i will maybe much more further. but she disagree for that. even for this accountant. she isn't happy. athough is a part time job. i am actually abit enjoying. but to her, is a no. no. no. no. i think i dun wan to study le is because of her. stupid. if i go study. i will be tied down by her. will be controlled by her. will be listening to her. and i wun. i don't. she did say that i can go study. got those scheme that government maybe can pay part of it. but. if i study. i have to work my course-related. although i wan to. but i scare due to CERTAIN reasonSSSS i can't work. then she will fk mi. lor. ARH!!!!! i dunno and i really dunno should i study ma? haiz.

Sunday 21 Sep
~Surprise at Under-water World Celebration for mi
Ok. i can admit that i already knew it. from clues from hua. i think she dunno. i disturb them by calling them saying alot of rubbish. making them feel that i wun go tml. lor. i already know it but dunno why, i feel abit sad.
I am sorry as i know u guys planned this like long time ago. i was tricked really at first. but, i still know it after some time. maybe is that i hate the reason that u guys tricked mi. i really hate it. i dun wan to go although i know it. when meeting up haole. i wanna tricked him. i wanna tricked him that i am not happy. let him tell u guys so. but after some time, i feel really very unhappy. i dunno why. i see haole face is even blacker than i am. i keep scolding him. we keep fighting. ya. for stupid reason of course.
at that point of time, i dun wan to go and really i dun wan to. i told him that i dun wan to go. i still act calling hua. but she dunno la of course. maybe this is it. i dun like surprise. really dun. cause once i knew it. i will feel sianz. i so so so hoping that u guys could jus tell mi the truth. we are going to underwater world on sunday!!!! like that i will be much much much more happy than i really am. but...
so please// i dun like surprise. i think the main reason i hate it is because. i always wanted to have one in the past. my 20th birthday is the most happy birthday i wanna to be. i wanna feel the most happiest day that day. but. someone fails mi. and i am crying alone the whole night. waiting. wishing. wanting. but it all FAILED>>> fuck fuck fuck.
ok. so ya. could see him feel very sad that i said that. he is very disappointed. he say "they have been planning this for months and yet u are not appreciate it". i feel bad really. not that i dun appreciate. maybe is the hating reason causes it most. plus his blacker face. and those lies. i couldn't see it when happen on others. but after i feel this. i knew that i **** it.
if any of u will be seeing this post. i hope u dun get the wrong idea. jus that. i dun wan to lie. so decided to tell u guys how i feel ya. i am crying inside my heart. i dun wan to go to my damn targeting place with a sad feeling like this. i dun wan to ruin my days there. i dun wan. thus, i reject going. but, i hold. i try holding. once i walk in. saw u guys. i wanted to smile and be very happy. although i didn't. i am still thinking and thinking. wat reaction should i give u guys? damn it. i feel sooo bad.
in the end, decides to enjoy my trip there as it is really my long wish to come here. touch stingray. touch star fish. see my fav shark. understand quite a number of fishes. bought shark pen. hammer-head shark some toy. great white shark keychain. took a photo underwater world. took a photo with snake. Thanks you -hua, siew, le, yun, zhiwei and julian for organising this outing. photo i will post it soon.
went to eat at vivo de hawker. order alot of food and shares among all of them. i am damn full. after that, went work. oh ya. they gave mi a floating balloon. all of them laugh at mi at the hawker. lor. i didn't realise i actually took it to take bus. then i think, alot of people should be looking at mi ba. haha. after work. wanna go arcade de. but brother was sleeping lor. lor.

Saturday 20 Sep
~Happy Birthday Amy
Todae very early in the morning. my brother is back from taiwan!!!! yes!!! i am very happy ya. he brought my chivas and also the absolute mango. guess wat gift he bought for mi. lor. i love keychains but he didn't get mi one. lor. all his fren got. alamak dey. nvm. but he bought a very nice pencil for mi. yes. and i love pencil collection! then do a handphone thingy with my chinese character "jia". is nice though. plus a cool bracelet. haha. thats all. he brought quite a few biscult. but give them most away to people la. then we fall asleep. we intend to go arcade and finally arcade, our long missed and long time never play together de arcade "pump it up". but, once we wake up. it is like 3 plus. lor. off to work ya.
Alot of people ask why he didn't rest. ok. is my fault. i ask him come can? haha. cause wanna show him that got got got alot alot alot of people. lor. and infact it is. after that wanna go arcade de. but he meet to go yong house. then i follow la. haha. play mj with them. i also disturb haole and hua. see tml.

Friday 19 Sep (Amy's Surprise!!!)
Todae went to work at PS for my 3rd day. it seems that i like the 3rd day will run away type. but haha. no i am not lor. for this job, i reject mediacorp called interview. u know how i feel ma. lor. but anyway, is over. reach there. realise a better store of food. decides to buy from there de breakfast always. so doing the same thingy ya.
Todae not working at stingray, planning a surprise for ama. haha. work until 6pm then walk to woodland with some of the collegue. then went to CPPS wait for qiu. helping out at the store. was actually jus putting the things in the bag nia. haha. and finally qiu reached. we run around woodland like siao. walk fast fast. chionging our time man. bought those things already and both of us were both full-handed. lor. took cab. chiong down to ama's house. decorate the house with the balloons. actually dun need much decoration ya. and hide the pooh on the first time place that i hide. lor. wait for lang and pang chiong down to ama's house to give her surprise. we scare that lang and pang can't get on time. so ask zhiqi to hold her some time. when she reach her house. they both sit at the living room. lor. and saw that pooh outside. =.=" then when she open door. we sing the song and ask her cut cake la.
"Happy Birthday Amy". we wore a small message on one of the balloons each. there are total of 50 but 3 already bursted. plus 1 pooh balloon from us. 1 pooh ballooon from her sis. 1 from qiu. i finally bought the pooh cup for her after soooo long. we gave her a piroright camera. dunno how to spell. hehe. hope u enjoy the day ya. :)